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Pets & Other People I've Cherished
A Series Of Related StoryPoems

© Copyright 2007 by John L Patton



Introduction by Ramachandra Raju Kalidindi, M.A (English Literature)

To understand poetry in all its splendorous hues, is not a lesser task than writing poetry. To enjoy music one should have his mind well tuned to the sensory perception of hearing, and to enjoy a beautiful picture the mind should be well tuned with the perception of seeing. But to understand poetry, all the five senses are to be well channeled to mind via heart. Then only one can enjoy the depth of poetry. It is like merging all faculties into a unified consciousness as in the state of meditation. It is a kind of intoxication of higher order like drinking the divine nectar for immortality.
Generally, autobiographies bore. There may be few exceptions based on our specific interests. It is not new to write stories in poetic forms, in fact all the great epics of ancient literature are in poetry. Biographical or autobiographical sketches are more readable if written in good poetry. I have found the story poems of John interesting both for the content as well as treatment. John uses all kinds of embellishments to enrich the content of the poets. These poems have their soul shining, they are living beings.

Author's Notes

My choice of this book's title is intended to engage you in thought about the importance of our pets, as well as all of nature's creatures, in our lives. To those of us blessed to truly know both the love and comfort of pets, we consider them as much a part of our family as our grandparents, husbands and wives, brothers and sisters, our children. Unlike other relationship we have, our pets nurture us, and they love us without question or waver, and only ask to be cared for and paid a little attention. While most of us think only of our cats or dogs when pets are mentioned, any animal, and even at times mammals and insects, should be included when we're discussing pets.
For most of my life I have written StoryPoems, both rhymed and free verse. Recently, my dear Internet friend and soul-brother Ramachandra Raju Kalidindi, read several of my StoryPoems I had written about some of the pets I've known during my sixty years, and suggested a book length effort. Instead, what you'll find here are my collected StoryPoems, not only about the many pets that I've been blessed to know, but also remembering those wonderful people I've been fortunate enough to know and be enriched by over the years.
Besides my trademark StoryPoems, I have also included some collective themed shorter poems, many of these Haiku, from Poetry Challenges from my modest little web site. While I have only used my own efforts from the challenges, friends and I inspire each other to Round Robin creativity in biweekly uncompetitive challenges. You'll notice many of our themes are spiritual, nature, oue peace related. I'd like to thank my special friends from around the world who help create our challenges, Mirjana, Pineal, and Majic. A special hug goes to our teen Angel, whose youthful poetry and enthusiasm is a blessing to us all. Besides our challenges, you'll find far-ranging wholesome themes here; friendshp, comfort, sorrow, reincarnation, time, wonder, spirituality, worry, safety, the list seems endless. I have not explained any of my poems, because it's not important what they mean to be, but what they mean to you, my treasured readers. Not all themes are suitable to be read to or by children.
While this e-book is offerd at no profit by me, there might be a small fee for downloading. My reason for offering it free is to promote peace and serenity. I would ask that if you find my StoryPoems uplifting and inspiring, that you either make a donation to any organization that promotes peace, or volunteer your time in support of an organization that promotes a world peace or is helping others. I offer this e-book as Public Domain, which can be passed on freely, without profit. The only restrictions are that that it must be offered complete and unaltered. I'd be pleased if this e-book was translated with these same restrictions in place.

Table Of Contents

StoryPoems

Those We Know The Best
My Empty Lap
The Boy I Was
Those Left To Mourn
Newborn Infant
The Joys Of Old Age
Expectations
Honeysuckle Sweetness
Specialty Haiku Trio
I Cried Today
A Healing Rainbow
The Cascading Decades
Modified Hungarian Balassi
Angel's Challenge
Comforting The Dying
Burmese Than-Bauk Challenge
Your Theme Challenge
Peaceful Poetry Challenge
Limerick Challenge
Dad's Lucky Parakeet
To Expectant Parents
Emptiness?
It's Been A Good Life So Far
In An Ideal World
I Love . . . Challenge
Ancient Echoes
Innocent Fears
Guide You, Guide Me
The Business Of War
The Screen Door
Groovin' To The Blues
Dear Children
Bubble Lights
Majic's Simile Challenge
Dads Lap Warmer
The Magic Of Youth
Playing At The Game Of Life
Writing Across Time
What Is Poetry Challenge
Past Life Dreaming
Art's Candy Store
Nostalgia
Ifs, Ands, Buts
Really Living?
The Bridge To Yesterday
Neighborhood Reunion Blues
This Special Time
Thirty Days After
The Silenced Keyboard
These Lousy Smokes
Letting Go
24 Hours Challenge
Treasured Friends
Long-Ago Summers
Comforting The Dying
Death Is A Doorway
Striving For The Best Challenge
Our Clownish Siamese
Mirjana's Poem Challenge
Sun Theme Challenge
Freedom Theme Challenge
Pathways . . . Possibilities
Blessed Be
Miracles
Journeys
I'm Terminal, Not Dead
Life's Ecstasy Challenge
January Theme Challenge
Resolutions Challenge
My Journey
Nature Haiku Challenge
Short Line Poem Challenge
Platonic Love Challenge
The Rhythm Of Friendship
Holidays Challenge
Majic's Haiku Challenge
Strife Theme Challenge
Give Me Some Sugar
Those Good Old Days
Reflective Haiku Challenge
All About Time Challenge
On Being Human Challenge
Listen
The Paces Of life
An Old Man's Memories
Echoes Of Bygone Days
Golden Days, Tarnished?
Life Is Funny That Way
Inner Exploration
Kittenish Delight
But Who Am I, Really?
Water Poem Challenge
Who Am I, Really? Challenge
Aged To Perfection
The Joy Of The Pipe
Ode To New Pipe Smokers

Those We Know The Best

If we had been given a choice at our birth
Of a passionate coupling or one true friend
I think my decision would have been simple
At least as I gaze backward over these days
For wedded bliss often changes into strife
While companionship will usually blossom to
A lifetime of wondrous caring and concern
And being more of the soul than the heart
Offers not only compassion but loyalty too

Though maybe since I have never had a wife
Sometimes only the ocassional romantic fling
I've given too much value to mere friendship
But isn't the linking of souls truly magical
When the only bonds are a caring and sharing
Rather than an exchange of often broken vows
Love might turn to loathing with crass words
That seem to fester like an annoying blister
While friendship's stife usually always heals

Often passion looks only upon an outer beauty
Rather than getting to know the inner persona
The comforting thrill of a sharing embrace is
At times enough to seal a couples doomed fate
When problems may come but not their solutions
And if a strenght of character hasn't flowered
Into a unity beyond mere physical attractions
Sometimes that animalistic lure of a romance
Will not survive the agony of a harsh reality

But when there is a true bonding of affection
That has a foundation beyond some carnal need
And a history of compassion rooted in caring
That often stills the most troubled of waters
It isn't the physical desires that often ruin
The beauty of a bedroom inspired relationship
Nor shall it be the hunger and greed of lust
Friendlier foes is what we all seem at times
Is is any surprise we are intimate strangers

So yes, as I review this lifetime I have had
And reflect upon the lonlienss of a solitude
That I choose as a part of my writer's dream
I realize each life must have its sacrifices
The richness of friendship has softened pain
That aloneness might sometimes bring so close
Looking back over the winding path I've seen
At least for me, platonic love has worked out
I'd gladly revisit this glorious like of mine.

My Empty Lap

Sarah Lee gifted me a very special sort of love
Unlike any other relationship I have ever known
And though she spoke with purrs and multi-meows
And my words could have been spoken to a child
We understood, because our loving bond was real
As if after nine years together we were as one
Because we had been joined warmly in our hearts

And though she's gone, she'll always be close
As these tender memories I cherish so deeply
Of all those cheerful ways she had of playing
Each of her many meows all spoke to me of love
As she licked my hand or purred oh so quietly
After all those years I will miss her so much
She was more a daughter than simply my kitten

And whenever I was busy with my everyday life
She'll stay nearby and wait so very patiently
Until I somehow found a moment I could share
How unimportant those humanly tasks seem now
When viewed against the love she had to offer
Her urgent demandings seemed so never ending
Because her deep affection simply had no limits

Her every greeting was like a ray of sunshine
And her squeaky meow was the sweetest symphony
While her loving gaze showed her unending trust
The tiger deep within her was often so cautious
As if she was uncertain that I would understand
And when I would cuddle her softly in my arms
She'd reach out her paw to gently stroke my face

Looking back now, those years seem so very brief
But simply because they ended before I was ready
While some will ask if cats really have feelings
Those of us who have been loved by one can attest
That their kittenish games are more than routine
As they play hide and seek or lick a resting hand
Cats are heaven's angels who just happen to purr

The Boy I Was

I remember back over the decades to my boyhood
And while I do recall most all of the troubles
They seem less important than those adventures
That oftentimes play in the theater of my mind
If the years have turned memories into fiction
That doesn't cause me to treasure them any less
Maybe there is a reason children must be heroes
At least somewhere within their own imaginations
Preparing each of us for life's disappointments
And easing the sorrow of brand new faded dreams

Our youthful belief in the endless possibilities
Might be nature's trick to lure us to adulthood
Never hinting of the burden of new responsibility
For is there anyone anywhere who given the choice
Wouldn't return to those thrilling carefree days
Especially if they could be what we now pretend
Few if any of us become heroes by our own design
As we journey through life in a silent confusion
Stumbling within a maze made up of endless days
And as we begin our final voyage home, we wonder

If common sense is neither common, or makes sense
Maybe all that it fosters is some invisible fear
Which holds us back from being all that we could
Become, if only we wouldn't suppress imagination
As children we celebrate soft clouds, gentle rain
As adults we curse overcast skies & thunderstorms
If we could somehow blend youth & responsibility
Remembering those joys of a carefree summer's day
Maybe those worries that we wear as if glad rags
Wouldn't cloak us all in such doubting misgivings

That boy who I once used to be still lives inside
Wondering how I became who I have finally become
And I ask myself if I really used to be like him,
Or maybe I've created some artificial memories of
Noble beginnings and even long forgotten dreamings
Sometimes that boy who I used to be seems lonely
As if he doesn't recognize the man that he is now
Though we share a lifetime, are they merely lies
How can a carefree youngster lose his way so much
How could my roadmap of life have gone so astray?

Those Left To Mourn

The passing of someone for whom we truly cared
Seldom will remind us of what all we've shared
Rather the countless things that we shall miss
Death never becomes a moment of soulful bliss
And though it is a natural transition of life
It burdens us all with a mantle of sad strife
But while common sense seems to be all asunder
Pause just a bit to study the spiritual wonder

For they are still with us in many small ways
They have only gone to a more peaceful place
Truly as near as an afternoon's contemplation
Time spent ever so warmly in quiet meditation
You'll feel the harsh numbing shock of dismay
Pause and let their spirit comfort your day
And think for a moment of the dearly departed
Would they really want you to be so dishearted

As the shock wears off there must be some way
Of finding a reason to carry on day after day
Remembering the joy that the two of you shared
Recalling the bonds that drew you to be paired
The rhythm that fueled your special stage play
And you'll be able to connect the same old way
Memories alone can take you to a certain place
Where you'll still see that sweet smiling face

Grief is an emotion that never does quite heal
The harshest of elements that we'll ever feel
The sense of aloneness visits and won't leave
With a hollow emptiness that you can't cleave
But know that their agony is now in the past
And a new destination for them has been cast
There's more to living than mere mortal death
They have been endowed with spiritual breath.

Newborn Infant

The first time I ever held a baby was magical
I couldn't believe their tiny fingers or toes
She smelled even better than a brand new car
She cooed and gurgled, then fell back asleep
Although my sweet niece had just been adopted
The bond I felt was born of an uncle's pride
Such beauty I had never witness before in life
As little as she was, she captured all my heart

As a bachelor, she became my special sweetheart
How could that infant also be a worldly goddess
As I baby-talked to her, she giggled and smiled
A mere wisp of a person, she owned center stage
And as I stood watching her asleep in her crib
I finally understood the true miracles of life
Now someone so tiny could command my attention
And capture everyone's hearts without an effort

The magic I felt inside came from her innocense
Her soul as pure as heaven's whitest of clouds
A newborn purity offering endless possibilities

The Joys Of Old Age

With every brand-new ache and pain we feel
We curse the setting of the bright warm sun
Because when you live in the world of agony
There doesn't seem very much to smile about
That might be true if we think pure physical
But the meaning of life is hidden deep inside
Where our spirit of wonderment is ever young
And our dearest memories shall fuel our soul
Thoughts of loving friends can keep us eager
As we hobble slowly toward our final destiny

And now as we sadly approach our sixth decade
Some well-meaning folks call us middle-aged
But I doubt if any of us worn out old geezers
Will still be around at one hundred & fifteen
In our hearts there never will be arthritis
And our souls still feel breezes of long ago
So when you look upon us with well-meant pity
You're really doing us all a great disservice
For many of us are still in the prime of health
And those of us who aren't haven't given up yet

Expectations

As I focus inward in the hope
Of finding truest inner peace
I free myself from the bounds
Expectations hauntingly place
Upon the liberties of my heart

If I must live in this world
It will be on my chosen terms
Forsaking the path of failure
That binds us to unhappiness
Instead I shall gaze inwardly

And as I see who I once was
I wonder who I shall become
In some other time and place
I only hope I will remember
The lessons I've been taught

But those worst expectations
That I have nightmared about
As self-fulfilling prophecies
Reminding me yet once again
To search with an open heart

Sadly we all have free will
Leading us down blind alleys
Shielding us from any answers
That might offer us a clue
To past dreams and schemes

So as I focus ever inwardly
Freeing my mind of chatter
I see the center of my soul
Etched upon its very shadow
Is a message of loving care

All we need if we'll survive
Is a heart and soul so pure
That we can hear His whisper
And understand at long last
Love is the one real answer.

Honeysuckle Sweetness

Memories from my boyhood
Remind me of honeysuckle
Their nectar was sweeter
Than even their fragrance
The wild bush at our fence
Tempted me dearly each day

Though it had been years
Since I had enjoyed them
I recognized their beauty
After many years removed
I tasted their sweetness
As if it had been yesterday

I have never know a woman
Anywhere nearly as sweet
Every lady had her thorns
And her bitter after taste
Course I'm partly to blame
I never nurtured a woman

And now in my winter years
I recall those younger days
And several wilted romances
Turned bitter from neglect
But I fondly remember that
Honeysuckle sweetness still

Specialty Haiku Trio

The Old Neighborhood

I live on a hill
My very best friend was Bill
Why recall him still

That house was so neat
Sat on the porch, air was sweet
Cat laid by my feet

Played on baseball team
Stayed on the bench, a bad scheme
Made me have daydreams

Shared room with brother
Dared to wish for another
Stared hard at each other
Had a fire in house
Bad renter was a drunk louse
Sad to see dad grouse

Hate moving away
Fate was so cruel on that day
Late plea, could I stay

Clowns

Clowns can be funny
Gowns are what they wear sometimes
Frowns they chase away

Shoes five times too big
Blue and red costume they don
Spews seltzer water

Smiles painted on face
Styles can vary funny sad
Whiles you and I laugh

Growing Older

Age, a state of mind
Rage over what I can't find
Stage set to be kind

Think of time gone by
Slink about being so shy
Drink milk and be spry

Taking cat naps now
Waking at night with a scow
Making jokes, oh how

Not as young today
Got to watch what all I say
Hot, inside I stay

Young once, I recall
Stung by bee, took a bad fall
Flung spine, to be tall

Hey, I still have friends
Stay loyal until life's end
Day or night can't bend

Wish I wasn't old
Dish of ice cream cold
Fish with bamboo pole

I Cried Today

I cried today because someone
I knew only as a username died
I might've replied one of his posts
Once, I told him I liked his work
Nothing else but a cyber-stranger
But somehow he was a real friend
Since I'd known him for six years
I cried today because I did care

A Healing Rainbow

With broken hearts our nation now mourns
As we struggle to comprehend the hatred
That has ended the heartbeat of innocense
And as we suffer as part of our nation
We also grieve within our wailing souls
Offering an unspoken prayer for humanity
Wondering if there can be a true healing
From the senseless violence we have felt
So as we unite in a comforting embrace
We must temper our anger with compassion
Coming together in spite of all our fears
Allowing our differences to strengthen us
Instead of dividing us into ethnic tribes
Suffering and pain has no color or creed
Deep inside we are the family of mankind
Honoring those who have been sacrificed

Our shattered dreams can be reborn anew
If we come together rather than retreat
With many voices we must echo one prayer
Seeking both tolerance and understanding
We can never be destroyed by outside foes
If our hearts and souls nurture the hope
Of a brotherhood made of loving neighbors
Maybe then our victims will rest in peace

The Cascading Decades

Living our lives one day after another
The progress can seem so painfully slow
And at least in our earliest years, we
Think that we'll be forever too young
Wishing for freedom to live as we wish
Rather than being controlled by parents
All we dream of is making our decisions
Not worried that we have no experience
For how will we learn if we never try
How cam we grow if not given a chance
It seems so easy when we're very young
But it never is until we've grown older

But it simply a matter of our view point
For from the easy chair of sixty years
Time in review seems to rush so quickly
While I can recall those long ago days
Sometimes it feels I have aged overnight
As I cut another slice of nostalgia pie
I most taste only the sweetest memories
The bitterest of life died on the vine
And as I notice those detours I've made
I think of the possibilities I bypassed
I don't regret the choices that I risked
And don't envy the who I might've become

From our beginnings, our domain will grow
First a crib, then play pen, front yard
Until the magical day we get to explore
The vast universe know as a neighborhood
Proud as one can be, we're never satisfied
Thinking we possess a wisdom of the ages
Convinced we know more than anyone else
As toddles we seek to expand our horizons
Even the hard knocks of life can't slow us
As we plunge headlong into the adventures
Awaiting us just beyond every new corner
Fearful to be alone, too bold to stay home

Looking back over decades of daily strife
We're amused at how brash we once had been
Savoring a memory of an ordinary lifetime
Made special simply because it's about us
Our first kiss, first awkward dance step
Just how cool we thought that we were then
Before responsibility replaced that magic
When imagination was our favorite playmate
Fondly our memories are tinged with regret
For all those times we let reason win out
Never understanding how precious youth was
Somehow thinking childhood would never end

As toddlers making our first wobbly steps
We long to explore, to risk, to discover
Fearlessly, we desire to plunge into life
There's time later on to lick our wounds
Youth is for searching out our excitement
So many brand new sights and sounds await
As if our eyes really can absorb it all
So much to do, why does life move so slow
Everything lures us to experience mystery
Our imagination fueling reckless abandon
Sometimes we pay for mistakes with tears
But bumps and bruises heal quickly enough

Sitting here now, I'm surprised I survived
Some of the foolish stunts that I'd tried
But looking six decades behind me right now
There's so much I wish that I would've done
It's not regret, but more a sense of wonder
So many fears that I should have overcame
Those self doubts that kept holding me back
But no, I wouldn't have taken another route
This life of mine has been a wonderful joy
So, if I could rewind my life to the start
Would I be willing to take a different path
No, but I wouldn't mind reliving this trip.

Modified Hungarian Balassi

Peaceful Bliss

Know peace deep within you
Show that love radiates true
Go the that part that is calm

Believe you've inner power
Relieve the burdens that sour
Retrieve that special soft glow

Care about your fellow man
Share the load, give him a hand
Snare the beauty that is your life

Wondering

Think of your true spirit
Drink in courage, don't fear it
Link you heart to those you love

See the love that you know
Be mindful, and let it show
Free yourself from all your fears

Never foresake your care
Ever aware how you share
Forever live peacefully

Images
Dreams can give us wisdom Seems to come from God's kingdom Reams of memories will dance Sing a song of prue joy Fling your arms acting so coy Bring true love to your romance Share freely of your own heart Bare each day as a new start Care enough to offer chance Music And More Sound a joyful happy note Round up feelings to be wrote Drown your sorrows as you swim Dance to faraway beats Prance happily on big feet Stance only counts if you're slim Move to the lively rhythm Groove and feel like you're livin' Smooth steps will help keep you trim This is the first of a good number of Challenges that are held bi-weekly on a small poetry forum I run. The challenges invite our members to add their poems to a themed collective poem. Oftentimes, each poem in a challenge will be titled. These Challenges offered here contain only my contribution to a larger effort. Angel's Challenge Reality Can Be Cool Reality is whatever you perceive it to be Deep within your soul you'll understand And feel it warmly throughour your heart And see its meaning while falling asleep If you meditate its message won't be lost Among the lies your mind tricks you with Or you can live with some false reality And your soul shall never be at peace Heart ache will surely invade your mood Falling spirits will haunt all your days As you life begins to feel as if it's lost Simply because of your humanly lies But rejoice, pain is God's greatest gift Pain's Purpose Reality may be an illusion Which my soul will discern As my heart begins healing Falling in love with life Lost in a spiritual embrace Ego lies must not harm me Reality is a morror image Soul sends out its love Heart catches its warmth As it is falling in time Never lost, always found Lies firmly in my dreams Pain is simply a memory Spirit's Dream Reality senses Soul, which opens Heart, and Falling emotions are Lost, as Lies are forgotten Reality understands Soul knows Heart feels Falling expectations Lost meanings Lies untold Pain evaporates Soul Voyage Reality ever changes Soul ever evolving Heart ever aglow Falling silently Lost in meditation Lies open to memories Reality is a dream Soul is our being Heart echoes Falling gently Lost in love Lies slip away Pain perishes Celebrate Life Reality can be harsh Soul can be soothing Heart swelling Falling into love Lost in the joy Lies peacefully Reality is a game Soul keeps score Heart always wins Falling confetti Lost emotions Lies overcome Pain but a memory Progressions Reality settles us Soul lifts us Heart calms us Falling harms us Lost in confusion Lies to our spirit Reality scares us Soul enriches us Heart warms us Falling into love Lost in the glow Lies peacefully Pain is an illusion Silent Spirit Reality rules Soul controls Heart nourishes Falling expectation Lost arrogance Lies suppressed Reality confues Soul understands Heart endears Falling egos Lost pride Lies exposed Pain vanishes Truthful Love Reality confounds Soul revives Heart nourishes Falling away Lost hatred Lies dormant Reality inspires Soul creates Heart encourages Falling barriers Lost confusion Lies restless Pain softened Echoes Reality ignores Soul wonders Heart aches Falling arches Lost connection Lies deceive Reality recalls Soul learns Heart throbs Falling scheme Lost identity Lies quietly Pain inspires Always Forever Reality lasts Soul renews Heart recalls Falling memories Lost dreams Lies peacefully Reality sees Soul understands Heart beats Falling gently Lost pretense Lies abandoned Pain forgives Little Angel Reality smiles Soul sings Heart warms Falling fears Lost worries Lies forgotten Reality cheers Soul sighs Heart embraces Falling barriers Lost sorrows Lies asunder Pain escapes Angel's Hope Reality inspires Soul generates Heart cares Falling softly Lost regrets Lies untold Reality changes Soul anchors Heart sustains Falling away Lost egos Lies unspoken Pain ignored Reality's Reality Reality scorches Soul burning Heart renders Falling into Lost memories Lies forgotten Reality renewed Soul recalls Heart beats Falling faintly Lost forever, Lies evaporate Pain heals Holiday Dreams Reality mimicks Soul games Heart whispers Falling snow Lost key Lies hidden Reality redeems Soul burdens Heart brightens Falling asleep Lost slippers Lies scattered Pain fulfills Yesterday's Tomorrow Reality accepts Soul enlightenment Heart murmurs Falling softly Lost fears Lies discarded Reality creates Soul beauty Heart flutters Falling leaves Lost memories Lies abandoned Pain lingers Yuletide Cheer Reality makes yuletide warm Soul unites with loving Heart glows with friendsip Falling snow brightens Lost traditions revieved Lies forgotten Reality is sharing gifts Soul smiles so sweetly Heart warming memories Falling away of anger Lost love remembered Lies have no meaning Pain ecohes faintly Comforting The Dying When family or friend faces their death We never know those right words to offer Comfort, sympathy, and some understanding If sincere, can there be any wrong words Offer support, simply being there soothes Celebrating their life, death has to wait Do share memories from much happier times Remind them of the reasons you love them And the many ways they have enriched you Bring them a flower, but also your heart Gift then the present of your own presence And laugh together, it'll ease their fears Know weeping together cleanses your souls And know that being there really is enough Don't hide your sorrow, show that you care Ask what's their heart's fondest of desires Try your best to make their wish come true Yes, sharing silence can truly be so golden Hug them ofen when you visit, and hold hands Help them makes plans for each new tomorrow Facing death is the saddest reality of life Assure them now they won't face death alone Smile through your sorrow to ease their fear Tell them you'll love them forever and a day Do this and much more in person or by phone Proving your affection continues to increase Smallest of gifts always give them a thrill Silliness will distract them from a reality That is constantly weighing on their thoughts Love is the best pain reliever that there is Burmese Than-Bauk Challenge You call this fun? I might run off Just one I'll try I love my friends My heart sends joy I'll lend you care I need a shave But I'll save it Till late tonight Humming softly A small flea flew To be a pest One two three four Here's one more poem A sore brain now Cats all say meow When a cow moos A fowl chicken Shame on the rat Killing cat bad A fat mean deed This is hard work Wipe that smirk off This jerk likes you Son home from war Joy will soar high No more worry Her tears of joy Has her boy home Will toy with heart Let's play a game It's for fame now The same rules here Pineal's poems rule He's a cool dude I'm full of words Hot cup of Joe * Joe is US slang for coffee As the snow mounts I'll go nowhere Cats like to purr Love their fur stroked Held her in lap Snow storm on way Big one they tell All day long show Going offline Will unwind some And find a snack Poems not easy No sleazy work Breezy its not Had a leg cramp Tried to stamp foot Knocked lamp over Tacos for meal Tasted real good I feel full now Time to relax Thought of flax seed Send fax to friend Chapped lips have healed Paint has peeled off A field of flowers A rose for you Don't be blue dear For true is love I don't hate short But my sport long I'll sort it out A newborn child Has just smiled now A wild cry next Pigs can not fly But they try to Don't fry them up New paint on walls Almost falls down It calls for air Your Theme Challenge Illusions Things aren't how they seem to be But rather how you dream they are Reality is hidden away in your soul Waiting for you to discover yourself Impossibilities Everything is possible if you believe Your powers resides deep within you Unlocked when you finally understand Your soul hasn't any impossibilities Wisdom Wisdom isn't something you can claim But rather something others announce Actions always speak even more boldly When powered by your most inner light Miracles Believe that you have the hidden power And somehow it'll become a part of you Miracles happen every day of your life If you'll focus inward onto your soul Transformations Going wherever life seems to need us Showing others that life is for living I can't give, I can only offer freely And hope that you will accept my gift Flying Just as the bi-plane soars freely above Inwardly, your spirit known no bounds The answers that you have been seeking Have always been deep inside your heart Floating Just as your soul's spirit can fly You too can float among the stars Or make your very dreams a reality The power to believe is inside you Disolving Become one with the truest spirit Know that you possess God's power He has taught you so many lessons Look inward and you shall remember Peace Drawing from deep within A calm sense envelopes us Knowing that God answers All our hardest questions Reaching Reach beyond what you have done To see what might be possible Reality is what you do believe No limit to what you'll achieve Reality Free will means that you're in control Your destiny is whatever you may choose Decide your course every single flight Don't limit your dreams to only night Clouds Flying above the clouds is freeing Your spirit soars with inspiration While deep within, you are grounded Firmly in your belief of the unknown Sacred Dreams foretell sacred memories Of past lives, of the future too Our soul understands our needs Offering answers if we'll listen Searching Look withing to find your magic A power that comes from spirit Reality is whatever you belive It's not something you can fake Giving The only gift you can offer Is a piece of who you are Money and riches will fade Only time shall ever survive Taking Take what you need form the cosmos Leave what you can offer to others While it probably won't balance out You won't feel like a begger thief Understanding Knowing yourself is life's goal Searching inward for the answer Listening to your souls's spirit The echoing of a universal love Spiritual Sharing your soul's spirit will Make your heart grow more freely Giving love makes you vulnerable Receiving love makes you human Journeys Travels can become very lonely Seeking what we already possess Looking outward instead of deep Inside our very own heart, soul Answers When in doubt, ask yourself questions You'll be surprised how much you know The wisdom of the cosmos will provide With the solution to most any problem Honesty Always be true to your inner self You already have unlimited power Whatever you wish you will have If you trust your spirit enough Rules The only spiritual rule is to believe Both in yourself and in a higher power The true miracle is trusting your soul Which is burdened with your human self Humility Pride can be such an ugly beast Boasting makes us seem so shallow Let others see who you really are Your true worth will shine bright Poetry Life is much like reading poetry You need to figure what was meant But what the author said matters Only if it answers your questions Peaceful Poetry Challenge Inner Calm I am at my most peaceful when I'm both empathic and sympathic And sharing my joyous attitude With everyone I might encounter Offering my enthusiasm for life So we will all become enriched Brotherly Love I am at my most peaceful when I share my poetry to inspire Others to be more spiritual And when I turn from hatred That might be within my heart Extending my hand as a friend Pondering I am at my most peaceful when I wonder about my spirituality Looking inward to find a calm That escapes me much too often But when I focus upon goodness Peace will always fill my heart Focusing I am at my most peaceful when I have my priorities in order Being loyal to all my friends Caring to strangers as well Compassionate toward everyone Listening to my soul's spirit Creativity I am at my most peaceful when I'm writing, with words flowing From my heart to my fingertips Forcing myself to be profound Speaking of common experiences Only then can I be truly peaceful Sharing I am at my most peaceful when I'm reading the challenges here Being inspired by poet friends Who I only meet of the Internet I feel as if we're a true family Loving and respecting each other Truly Free I am at my most peaceful when I quit trying to control others But allow them to live freely I will show you my path, but I Shan't insist that you do follow Freedom's another word for peace Calm I am at my most peaceful when I forget my pride and listen To the calmness deep within me In thought or mediative state I seek to find ny truest center And refresh my soul's spirit Moving On I am at my most peaceful when I accept injustice in stride And offer forgiveness instead It matters little I was wronged But more what's deep in my heart Hate the deed, love the person Pondering I'm at my most peaceful when I look quietly inward to see The honesty within my heart Discarding the lies I speak In order to seem important That's not for me to judge Inclusive I am at my most peaceful when I gather my friends about me Creating a special community Of caring, sharing, and love Where we'll honor one another With respect and understanding A Mother's Love I am at my most peaceful when My friends are also peaceful Wecoming home her warrior son Months of worry finally faded Relief reigns deep in her heart As her spirit silently shouts Relationships I am at my most peaceful when I actively care about friends Eagerly awaiting our meetings Either in person or if online Following my father's example Always living brotherly love Yesteryear I am at my most peaceful when I'm recalling golden memories Back when I was a growing boy Not much really very special A warm afternoon, a ball game Just a sense that I was loved Helping I am at my most peaceful when I'm sharing my writing skills With some new, beginning writer Who shows intersest and talent Encouraging that creative spark Instilling a love of word magic Magic I'm at my most peaceful when When I feel magic in my heart Thinking of a special friend Knowing a charing connection Sharing a few warming messages Keeping our spirits in touch Sharing I'm at my most peaceful when I'm sharing with someone else Smiles between longish friends Poetry with some newish folks Hints with some budding writer Healing wishes because I care Thinking I'm at my most peaceful when I ponder the mysteries of life And the minor role that I play Keeping my ego close at hand Knowing I'm not important, but That I would be missed if gone Reading I'm at my most peaceful when I'm reading a book that makes Me ponder the mysteries I see Deeply within my imagination Inspiring or entertaining me Keeping my mind acively alert Holidays I'm at my most peaceful when I tell my friends that I care For no paticular reason at all Other than the joy of sharing The warmth of our companionship The happiness of knowing them Yesterdays I'm at my most peaceful when I remember a day from my past That brought me some happiness Playing a slide whistle maybe Or looking out an attic window Ordinary events, ordinary days Understanding I'm at my most peaceful when I simply accept what happens Instead of having expectations Receiving poetic gifts nicely Offered by my forum of friends Sharing the dreams of our souls Gifts I'm at my most peaceful when I can give someone a nice gift Usually I give books I've read While I like getting presents Giving is something I do enjoy Sharing is much more satisfying Quietude I'm at my most peaceful when I'm leaning back listening To the quiet of my solitude Wondering about life's goal Waiting for answers to come Silently into my soul's core Forum Friends I'm at my most peaceful when Working with my fellow poets Building a forum peacefully Sharing our creative themes In the hopes of inspiration As we build webs of caring Limerick Challenge There was an older guy named Majic His call for limericks makes me sick I hate writing these They give me the fleas I hope this one will do the trick Whoever invented limericks I loathe Because the words simply don't flow But I'm a poet I'll give it a go Surely mine won't win best of show Writing limericks is hard to do Writing limericks makes me blue But Majic did ask I'm up to the task Because he's friend good and true I'm up to the challenge of limericks I'll write them for the man of tricks I'm write them with cheer I have nothing to fear Just don't chase me with any more sticks There was a man who repeatedly reincarnated Who seemed to recall memories quite belated Never focued inward Till one day he heard That his soul's spirit needed to be integrated There was a man who meditated But seemed instead vegitated He'd never go To his soul glow But continued to be frustrated There was someone who didn't accept Reincarnation as an actual concept Said when he died That's where he'd lie He came back, now it's his precept There was a man who did hate Who thoguht that was his fate He had a cold heart Until he did start To know he would reincarnate Creativity has evaded our friend So he's repeating his old trend The middle lines change It seems a bit strange But somehow they do sort of blend The man who started this challenge Has somehow ran out of inspiration But don't give up Change the rules Forget the rhyme rule for the rhythm I'm not so much for breaking the rules But sometimes rules just make us fools Glad you're back Majic My poem did the trick Inspiration should make us all drool Majic's book is full of food for thought With many insights that can't be bought Many ideas are unique Opinions we all seek And theories that've seldom been taught I'm simply a funny fat old man Who lives without any real plan I do overeat But I'm sweet Even if I am just a bit bland I went to my doctor's office today Had to get on a scale to be weighed I was 20 pounds lighter Made me feel brighter Only 150 pounds more to lose I'd say Enjoy your trip dear friend of mine Spend quilty time with your sons We'll miss you ever so Have fun in the snow We'll have poetic gifts for your return Dad's Lucky Parakeet Dad won a parakeet at a festival Back when I was just a young boy He named the greenish bird Lucky Lucky talked like a toddler does Chattering away oh so cheerfully Singing songs like an old radio Hey Mable, Black Label, and more Imitating everything he's heard Dad's parakeet was like a clown Entertaining us and our visitors As it sat on my dad's eyeglasses We were upset when it flew away After the people renting upsatirs Set fire to our family's house Lucky, who seldom was caged up Escaped from our downstairs unit Lucky ended up perched in a tree Just outside of our 3rd floor attic And dad, who never seemed too brave Climbed out and edged ever closer To the edge of the roof for Lucky Only concerned about his parakeet I don't recall if Lucky returned But I always knew my father's love To Expectant Parents May this precious life you'll soon receive Bring you joy far beyond your every dream And when you gaze into your new child's eyes May the love you feel never leave your heart And may your patience be limitless, so that You never voice either anger or judgment May your child never doubt that you care Scold only to protect, but never to punish And if you have more than just one child May they all feel they are your favorite Always speak softly, and with affection Suffer disappointment as calmly as can be Guide your child as gently as possible While allowing them to learn from errors Be secure enough in your our way of life So as not to live vicariously through them Learn to say No, as hard as it might be Do your best to learn from your mistakes Children don't care if you're not perfect As long as they never doubt your love For you alone are their entire universe Give not only of yourself, but your time Cherish the quite moments of every day For they are the memories you will share Foster both their dream and imagination And show them the magic of possibilities Give them courage to reach for the stars Realize they are yours for just a while So give them a home that is always theirs Treasure them for the true gifts they are Emptiness? For nothingness, it has so much character A hollow feeling that can drain your spirit A gray dullness that chases away every joy A bitterness that tastes like echoing defeat A sense that life may never be right again But you alone could change my emptiness With a few gentle words, a knowing smile With you there is only the fullness of hope For you do offer the rarest of perfect gifts Quite simply, you are a true, caring friend. It's Been A Good Life So Far As I've grown older I've often taken inventory Trying to decide what kind of life I have had I've thought and pondered may nights and days And I've discovered something truly astonishing Good times are easier to recall than those hurts My few victories outweigh all the disappointments And while there's hardly ever been enough money I've been quite rich in so very many other ways All my best friendships have endured the decades And the jobs I so hated are now pleasant memories My few romances are enjoyable to reflect on now And I've liked myself enough never to be lonely Even all these aches and pains are merely pesky When I'm able to keep a positive state of mind But best of all has been the magic World Wide Web Where I've met new friends from around the globe Helping to erase those troubling misconceptions About nameless peoples who were total strangers But now are usernames who I've come to care about So yes, there have been more struggles than needed And more failures than I shall even honestly admit Too few triumphs to properly fill some scrape book But all in all, I've had a wonderful life so far And eagerly look forward to the mysteries to come. In An Ideal World In an ideal world, or at least what Would be my version of that fantasy Besides the expected bliss & harmony Of course no one would ever go hunrgy Nor would most of us gorge ourselves Into the horrors of mortal obesity There would of course be real peace In spite of all our many differences And maybe at long last, finally, we Would celebrate what makes us unique In this make belive world of ours Each of us would toil in jobs of joy Appreciated for our intrinsic worth And our bills would be paid on time Doors would never need to be locked Since crime would be only a memory Sad to say, there is no such place As want and worry surrond us all Until we've all become prisoners Locked inside fears that are reality But with each new life comes new hope That this insanity will somehow end If only it were within my power, I'd Assure that toddles were forever safe And every parent would be nurturing Infants would never experience fear And would be loved and cherished for The special individuals that they are Just maybe such a world isn't possible But can we ever dare stop dreaming? I Love . . . Challenge I love poetry Stringing my words together In way that inspire Combined with other poets We've built a community I love history Reading of Henry VIII Next I'll read about slavery But all people interest me Especially those I know now I love who I am Which I didn't always do Wasn't likeable Until I finally aged And discovered my spirit I love editing Making manuscripts shine bright Correcting grammar Molding someone else's thoughts Into the best it can be I love Blues music It speaks to my very soul Draining my tensions The small stories that unfold Calm the problems of my day I love my solitude Being alone just feels right I still like my friends But they sometime can intrude I'd much rather be online I love who I am For many years I didn't But over time I changed Wore away the rough edges And become more mellow I love being creative Helps to keep my mind active Makes me interesting Which isn't always easy But always is surprising I love a good joke Though I can't remember them Always make me laugh Either now or much later Delayed reactions are fun I love word puzzles Although I'm not good at them They keep me alert And sharpen my language skills Broader vocabulary I love it cozy Cold and wet rough on old bones I tend to relax Spending all my time online Or with my feet up reading I love old movies Anything in black and white A friend lends me them He must have many thousands A lot of good ones unknown I love this life now Wouldn't mind repeating it If given the chance While it hasn't been ideal The memories have been great I love confusion Keeps my aging mind fine tuned A bump in the road Makes me think in a new way Sort of a mental jig saw I love my friends, but Not the part they have planned Don't like attention Hope they get presents I like Maybe some good books to read I love peaceful bliss Feeling warm satisfaction Of a job well done A sense of accomplishment The pride of my workmanship I love giving gifts Much better than giving them Though I like that too Can't afford as many now But still try to give the best I love household pets Enriching our lives with love That knows no limit Giving much more than they ask They're heaven's angels who purr I love the indoors When it's cold and wintery All cozy and warm Much easier on old bones I'm just a couch potato I love the night time There's less noise from my neighbors I can concentrate I get more work done that way As I spend all night online I love morning naps After a long night online Only a few hours Refreshes me for the day Of visiting my favorite sites I love couponing Cutting them out of newspapers Saving me money Stores here double the discount I just hate paying full price I love Zydco Which is sort of cajun Blues It touches my soul Even more than the best Soul Think I'll listen to some now Ancient Echoes When our physical bodies begin to wear And our mental alertness starts fading We'll often receive those ancient echoes That we have ignored during a lifetime As if our inner being was an intrusion Rather than the foundation of ourselves But if we pause and listen ever closely To the wisdom blossoming deeply within We can summon comfort from those fears That worry us during our declining days The sleep of death we struggle against Is really a doorway leading to forever The tragedies and woes we have traveled Have some purpose beyond suffering's pain Preparing us for those undefined glories Awaiting for us across an unspoken void The echoing memories of those we've lost Whisper the love that fuels our journey So worry not, fragile children of earth This is merely a proving ground for now The trials we endure upon this cold orb Will strengthen us for tomorrow's test And if we can succeed The Master's quiz Our reward may be a taste of perfection Now listen closely to yesterday's echoes As we stroll those pathways of our soul This senseless wandering serves us well Building us firm foundations of memories Ponder deeply inward, confused brethren And all the mysteries shall be explained. Innocent Fears In decades gone by children worried about Monsters hiding under their beds, or else Lurking in the dusty reaches of a closet But nowadays, those monsters are too real Stalking their innocent prey in the open Hidden from sight as everyday people, but Actually a brand new curse upon the land Exploiting the youngest and the weakest Stealing young lives for an evil thrill That simply shall never be understood Raping and killing sweet innocent babes Within a dark vortex of sickened dreams As we worry helpless behind locked doors Embrace your loved ones ever tenderly Protect them from the modern monsters Even when those sinful fiends are found And harshly punished within locked cells The sorrow and sadness will continue for Those who knew and loved their victims So as we lay to rest another dear child Who suffered and died silently, please Say a prayer that the children are safe And that their lives are not cut short While these hideous hateful monsters Will surely burn in the hottest hell Their numbers seem to keep increasing Either copy-cats or depraved loners We now all weep as we watch the news As impossible as it seems to believe Reality is that our youth are at risk Embrace them in a cocoon of safe love. Guide You, Guide Me If you can feel the love My soul has for yours You'll understand life Or at last finally begin To truly know the joy Of an immortal spirit I'm dying to guide you On your endless journey Through the magic maze That leads to yourself And since I shall forget The lives I have known Echoes growing dimmer Fears of some yesterlife May haunt my new path Masking a new morrow Full of the rawest hope Come walk soul by soul Sharing but not speaking Guide me inward please. The Business Of War Everyone speaks of the evils of war And most of us mean just what we say But there are some who silently smile Behind masks pretending to be somber Merchants of war pocketing profits Paying a ransom on humanities sorrow Death and destruction, raising stocks Ignoring the funerals held every day Bomb casings and countless body bags Enrich the values of killer companies Politicians all strutting bloated egos Their children are safe from harm's way To them it's simply about saving face To mothers it's more about saving sons Men & women offered as daily sacrifice Every day the victim's numbers mount All for the sake of a hollow victory Supposedly we have lessons to be learned According to our beliefs in spirituality But must the classroom be so darn bloody More and more people insist there be peace Those in power turn collective deaf ears They claim they're doing what's the best While ignoring the suffering of the world All for the sake of some bragging rights. The Screen Door The house I lived in as a boy was so magical With all of it's various nooks and crannies And even a pull-up cellar door in the floor Of the cavernous hall where I loved to play Which led to the wonderful and cool basement Where lived the breathing, belching furnace Into which we'd feed countless chunks of coal I'd spend the day watching the fire through The gap running around the ill-fitting door And then I'd run to the top of that old house And marvel at the mysteries inside the attic Steamer trunks and an even older kitchen stove I'd sit at the open front window and daydream Thinking up stories, always carried a tablet But the best part of the house was the kitchen With those wonderful cooking aromas of mom's Either Irish stews or some hearty German fare Having to clean my plate made me ever so fat We had a wonderfully huge yard where we played Coming and going many times throughout the day And every single time we'd hear mom shout at us Don't let the screen door slam; of course we did Groovin' To The Blues I've been a lover of Blues since my first listen Somehow they seemed to speak my sort of language Reaching a certain somber place deep within me And I've wondered if everyone has that same space Or if maybe I have been blessed, or maybe cursed The best of sweet Blues tend to seep rather slow Giving you more time to absorb its aching message Than other types of music that sound more shallow While Blues often speak in a voice tinged with woe You need to know a real sadness to feel a true joy And while I also groove to all those Golden Oldies From way back during the time of my misspent youth The sad tones of Classic Blues always stir my soul Like those protests of Joan Biaz and Bob Dylan did And while George, John, Paul and Ringo were great The truth of their message has faded over the years But the pain and agony of Blues seems to stay fresh Since we all live days of quite, sad disappointment And while we'll remember all the best of our lives Blues help us recall those bittersweet moments too As tragic as some events were at times, we coped In overcoming them we've grown stronger in spirit It's not the easiest times that help us survive But the knowledge that we somehow withstood strife Should make life's journey much easier to endure Wisdom and understanding are born from under fire True experience only flows from the shame of error Watching great wizards navigate lifes twisting maze So when I select a CD of Clapton, BB, or Chienier I'm celebrating the countless journies I have made. Dear Children May your universe always be as safe As the loving embrace from your mother And as secure as your father's pride May the comfort you find in your crib Keep you from harm during every day Letting you slumber in peace nightly And may the simple joys of innocence Become the building blocks of tomorrow As your world grows by leaps and bounds May happiness never become a stranger Know your parents will not be perfect Forgive them, and thank them for trying Pay attention to the smallest details For they're the memories you'll cherish When your parents have embarrassed you Realize that it does work both ways When you wish you had different parents Remember all those times you were sick And they stayed up giving you comfort Think of the last time you hugged them Little one, so fresh and so brand new May all your parent's dream be fulfilled And as you begin to spread your wings Listen to their advice, decide yourself They honestly want what's best for you And know you can never lose their love As harsh as the world sometimes can be You'll always have a home in their embrace As impossible as they may seem at times A parent's love is a gentle strength. Bubble Lights Way back when, when I was but a mere youth Holiday celebrations had that special feel The slower pace of life really made dreams Actually seem that they might become true As we began to decorate the yuletide tree Ever slowly the magic of Santa would unfold Hanging old-fashioned trinkets was a thrill Exceeded only by opening gifts on Xmas morn Popping popping corn to string into garlands Busy making red and green craft paper chains Gently hanging each delicate glass-blown orb Until it was time to add those bubble lights Which glowed and bubbled with holiday cheer Looking like the grandest of jeweled candles A wonderful array of bright splendid colors Then at long last we'd add the shiny tinsel We'd place each single strand oh so gingerly Except for dad who simply tossed it at random Then we watch in awe with hushed anticipation As dad would at long last plug in that cord Colorful lights would suddenly spring to life We'd hold our breath for what seemed forever Waiting for those special candles to heat up Laughing once festive bubbles began to dance Now, at last, yes, Christmas time had arrived. Majic's Simile Challenge My Soul's New Spirit My cats have always been children to me Their romping much like a child's play Calm purring comforts like the laughter Of joyous children just outside my window And when my felines would enjoy catnip They acted as silly as any toddler could Since Sarah Lee has been gone from here I've missed having a cat to call my own Just as a mother whose child has grown And so come Spring and its blooming buds I'll welcome home a sweet loving kitten The way parents celebrate a newborn girl Spirit will be the name of my kitty cat As I know she will enrich my inner soul Just like a baby reenergizes any family A Friend's Sorrow The sadness Mirjana lives with Without her dear wonderful dogs Must be like the emptiest echo A gnawing of the darkest night As her friend I can understand Her pain feels like an icy chill That touches my smoldering soul For friends share joy and sad As if a blending of their hearts Celebrate your memories of them Like a neverending movie of love And know that I also ache for you Loveliness In Motion Butterflys are lifes jewels As if ever moving rainbows Shimmer like summer's heat As if off an alphalt surface Watching butterflies floating Upon the warmest of breezes My spirits always can soar Tracing their fluttering path Making my ear dance joyfully In rhythm with their flight Another Cup Please It's been thirty-three years Since I've had any alchohol, I don't miss it a single bit Because I enjoy coffee & tea French Vanilla is like honey And Orange Spice is so sweet Being sober is like a heaven Since I gave up being drunk I wonder why I still smoke?? My Life So Far Up to now my journey has been As sweet as any budding rose As glorious as today's sunrise As much fun as a 3-legged race As inspiring as any setting sun As weird as a marijauna high And as peaceful as meditation And the beat goes on, and on Sometimes At times I act a bit foolish Just like that child inside As silly as a carefree youth To see how people might react A game I play as if I'm a boy As if my toys were still here It's always good for a laugh And a smile as big as a mile A Poetic Bond The bonds that we have forged As strong as if we'd have met Together to inspire and share Others don't want to intrude Please, feel free to join us As we're like one big family There still room at out table You'd make us more complete Memories Of Beloved Cats Thinking of cats I've loved Who have loved me in return Feels like warm sunshine on The coldest of winter days It always lifts my spirits Like some kite in a breeze Yes, in my mind's eye, they Have never left my embrace A Lifelong Friend She and I have known each other For very close to half a century It's like our silences converse Through meaningful caring glances As if we know one another's heart As if maybe we've never been apart Lucky The Parakeet Dad won a parakeet at a festival Back when I was just a young boy He named the greenish bird Lucky Lucky talked like a toddler does Chattering away oh so cheerfully Singing songs like an old radio Hey Mable, Black Label, and more Dad's parakeet was like a clown Entertaining us and our visitors As it sat on my dad's eyeglasses Miss Abigail Talking with a five year old Is like living at full speed She seems to talk much faster Than my ears are able to hear Her excited giggles bubble up As if from some hidden fount Her eyes as wide as outdoors Dancing on one foot and back As if to hurry her story out Never fails to make me smile Ageless Wonder Like the young boy safe inside I live each day in wonderment While my routine is the same The results always delight me Musing Every time I write a new poem Is like taking my first step I wonder where the words are Before they magically appear As if like some reappering ink From some purely mythical pen Returning Heros While you would never say so To me, you're each my heros Members of a writer's club Sharing our common purpose As if we're of one like mind I miss you all when you go Celebrating your coming home Eacn of you are special to me Like Wow!! Each time I visit and read poems Offered by my fellow poet friends My soul often shouts "Like Wow!!" From so many parts of the world We come together in understanding Sharing our loving gift of words Inspiring each other to continue Maybe Like Wow should be Love Wow Renewal Seeing friends again after some time Seems like rereading a treasured book Know them like the back of your hand Still you'll discover many new things Giving you reason to love them more Remembering Recalling times now gone by As if it was just yesterday Can give us warmer insights Than when we experienced it Like visiting with a friend Who's gone but still remains Ever if the time were bitter Distance will ease the pain Leaving us only the memory A lesson for soul's spirit Wonderment Amazement is like a surprise gift That doesn't need to be unwrapped Springs out like a Jack In The Box A Loving Family Our creative little forum, Word By Word Has brought us together from everywhere Strangers who would never met each other To form a small family who deeply cares Just as if we were a small village, and Lived all together side by side by side And while we'll maybe never really meet Our hearts have grown so fondly entwined That we truly have become a real family Joined by real love and truest affection This Special Time Unlike other times I have known Here and now had special meaning Not so much for our poetry games But more because of this sharing Freely offered through our caring As if gathered round some table Enjoying coffee and flavored tea We give encouragement, affection Disruptions Those bumps in the road of life That twist all our plans asunder Are so like a noisy thunderstorm Diverting our attention's focus From what we think is important But we're not always in control As if giving a slap of reality Just when we're most comfortable Projects I thrive on have new projects To ever challenge my creativity As if a hidden but moving target Proving again that I am worthy It isn't something I have to do But something that I most enjoy As if the very essense of life Happiness A magical mood gives meaning to our lives Much like rain will give birth to flowers Without a joyful heart our dreams'll fade Into a meaninless hodge-podge of nothing The Phone Call Talked to my best friend today Which brightened both our days As if it were warming sunshine Instead of the winter's gloom Utter Frustration I bought a new spool of thread Couldn't find where it started Until I peeled away both labels Just like our own spiritual life Hidden within us, awaiting our Surprised discovery Dads Lap Warmer Samantha was a special little girl Pure black with the largest of eyes And a skittish manner, as if scared A near perfect white diamond chest And unending love for dear old dad Which gave him a reason to carry on Struggling back from a severe stroke When at first he had given up hope But when dad was at adult day care Smampy was friendly to me and Sugie She had a fondness for people food Unlike any other cat I have known Cheese and crackers and pizza sauce Were only the start of her odd menu She's try anything at least one time And insisted upon popcorn every day Samantha and Sugar got along great Just as if they were natural sisters But when Sarah Lee arrived to stay Smampy became a very nervous Nellie Luckily Sarah Lee was anti-social And ignored our little black beauty But Sugie stood ready to defend her Adopting Samantha as her daughter Watching Samantha and my ill father Was a lesson is the most pure love That sweet kitty seldom left his lap He petted her with such a tender touch That never did change with his moods When dad would retire for the night His dear lap cat became his bed mate Tucking dad in still he fell asleep When my dad declined and passed away All our cats truly mourned our loss Were even peaceful for several days But Smampy grieved much the same as I Spending most of her time sadly alone Patiently resting on dad's empty bed Not as if she was hoping his return More as a way to feel closer to him The Magic Of Youth As children, we ran and played and laughed Enjoying each day as fully as was possible While involved in an emotional tug-of-war Relishing every moment to its most fullest As we impatiently rushed to somehow grow up Too young for the freedom we yearned for Yet too old for the safety of innocence Rehearsing for a starring role of adulthood Not knowing there are only supporting parts And that those lines cannot be memorized Only when it's too late do we understand How precious those carefree years were And that the many wonders of growing up Never shall extend beyond our childhood It isn't simply not knowing, but not caring For anything other than the here and now Unaware that being a youngster is magical A time filled with unabashed silliness Imagination and endless possibilities A land we'll dream of the rest of our days Before common sense controls our lives When friendship is the purest of all love How wonderful the bonds that still survive And as we glance back upon our yesterdays Somehow the decades will simply melt away Though we have grown older, we are young At least on the playground of our hearts And as we retell those stale old memories They stir familiar longings for the past Come, let's walk with who we once were. Playing At The Game Of Life Looking back over all of these years I remember some heartache and tears But they are mostly mere faint echoes Of a few wrong turns that I've choose What springs to mind much more easily Are all the days I have lived happily Those times I wore a smile on my face And traveled at a nice leisurely pace A boyhood spent in an innocent bliss The thrill of my first teenage kiss And while there were times of trouble Somehow they always burst like a bubble Replaced by some small personal victory That would set my soul's spirit free And just because I was able to survive Some people think that I am really wise But wisdom is nothing but common sense Paying attention to years I've misspent Now if I were to offer you any advice I'd tell you to season life with spice While the bad stuff seems to never end You will bounce back quickly my friend Winds of change blow dark clouds away Don't let negativity lead you astray Simply live your life a day at a time I can't lend you any experience of mine Bumps and bruises will heal soon enough Awful things won't seem nearly as rough You can't know the good without some bad Decide you'll be happy rather than sad. Writing Across Time Words do come easy I've used them for eons Ancient times to now From scribe to author Using quills but now a keyboard Thoughts noble, profound Inspiring at times Respected but still unknown The words flowed freely The power of writing Has never lost to ego Much pride in my craft Fame eluded me For want of a nobler cause Sharing is what counts What Is Poetry Challenge Words march in order Hopefully making some sense From a poet's heart Reflection of life Self-contained words of wisdom The sharing of love Nuggets of wisdom From a cosmic awareness Provokers of thought Symphony of words Like an orderly chaos Music to me soul Dreams put to action Snake slowly across a page Delighting readers Echoes of the soul Given life by the spirit Hush, can you hear them? Whispers put to paper Shouting a message for us Order and mayhem Something magical Inspiring beyond words Our spirits set free Order from chaos An organized confusion Sweetness beyond thought Word wonderland Cheer for imagination Food for the spirit Mental gymnastics Words chasing one another Winner takes the prize Spiritual musings Dancing with your memories Echoes from the heart Dusty memories Echoing from deep within Secrets of the soul Songbirds whispering Voicing words of innocense Music for the spirit Wisdom from the heart Inspired by the soul's spirit Poet's receive gifts The sound of silence Spoken from within your heart Soothing to your soul An itch in your soul That must be scratched with your words Which will soothe your muse Word play for the soul Echoes from your inner place Listen to the peace Buffets of meaning Selected by the poet Enjoyed by readers Verbal wonderment Springing from an inner place Ah, surprise surprise! Spiritual echoes Reoccuring themes of soul Truest refeshment Word reality Creating a world of soul Quiet reflection Past Life Dreaming Remembering dreams That might be from a past life Is an adventure In meditation I see memories of me But they aren't today And as I ponder I somehow know I once was Someone else yet me Seek validation As I look for timeless clues Having lived before Never was famous Just an average fellow then In another life Art's Candy Store Back when I was a mere wisp of a lad, just three or four My older brother let me to tag along to the candy store I have never seen such a magical place, before or since Where I could trade a few lone pennies for those sweets One of these and two of those, endless and tasty choices In those dark ages before someone invented the candy bar Licorice whips and root beer barrels and chocolate drops Glass-fronted cases topped by large greenish-glass jars Holding both iced molasses cookies & huge chewy brownies A nickel or a thin dime bought you a bag full of dreams That magically could last you throughout the whole day The white-haired shop keeper offered you salty peanuts So that you'd have to purchase a cold bottle of soda pop Before your tongue would shrivel up and nearly disappear My favorites were candy pies & wax bottles of sugar water Both were so sickly sweet their memories make me shudder Art Brestle was the name of the man who owned the store A patient old gentleman who really loved all us children He'd give us something extra inside each little white bag A pretzel rod, maybe some cherry coins, or else tattoos Or if we were really lucky, a couple of large jawbreakers As if another grandfather to the kids in the neighborhood While I often revisit Art's Candy Store in my mind's eye What I wouldn't give to go there as a youngster once more. Nostalgia Thinking back on our pasts can be an adventure As we remember our triumphs in all their glory While playing down the worse of those failures That have littered the pathways of our lifetime But nostalgia is much more than just recalling Various events from all those long gone decades But more a longing, a needing for simpler days Rehashing who and what we once thought we were Repackaged through the filter of false memories Until all that's left are the artificial hopes That just maybe our lives had important meaning Instead of being a self-contained pack of lies What if yesterday is only a prelude of tomorrow And our personal histories really are repeating Does that make these quests for our lost youth Any less valid than our mindless tasks of today Remembering the joys of penny candy is harmless And entertaining, as are long-forgotten friends Who suddenly reinvade the shadows of our minds While I'm always told to stop living in the past It is somewhere that I plan to visit very often And if we're lucky, maybe we can meet for lunch. Ifs, Ands, Buts After all these years it seems that life has changed Almost as if our most basic instincts are rearranged It used to be that things simply made a lot more sense But today indecision and doubt have become our anthem It's more than terrorism and fears of higher inflation As if our spiritual beings have met with a stagnation Our politicians don't seem to have a clue, & never did And everyone under thirty is distracted by cell phones Maybe it's simply a matter of us paying more attention But such a common sense solution never gets a mention It'll take a wiser mind than mine to find a solution But I'm sure that the answer isn't in any institution Television is cluttered with Reality shows of fantasy While radios blare out slurred words that make me ill Each day it becomes safer to simply hide behind doors Doesn't matter, I can't afford rising prices in stores Seems our so called holiest of men play hide and seek Collecting their millions that pay for sinful parties Rather than search frantically for your saving grace Look inward to your angelic soul you might save face. Really Living? My life is mine to do with it whatever I wish At least after meeting all those obligations That clutter each day such as common courtesy And hopefully an uncommon sense of fair play But since I've never exchanged vows of wedlock And live in a self contained world of my own Which is mine on a month-to-month payment plan Just maybe I truly am the master of my domain But that said, what does that all really mean Probably not much in these schemes of reality We all seem to believe that life is for living But what if there is another unknown alternate Some sort of existence other than this of ours If these bloated egos allowed us to understand Could we see our lives aren't better, but maybe Merely different from many other possibilities Maybe a pets instincts are preferred to reason Or gut reactions defeat human thought process Maybe a shortened life might heighten its value Are daydreams and boredom worth a tinkers dang Sometimes, I wonder just how productive we are As I think of our never, never ending landfills All of our artificial forms of needless makework Mother earth needs so little, returns a bounty Butterflies ask nothing for all of their beauty Dogs and cats run for joy, as we pay out to play Must a vision of loveliness be modeled on a model And are punk & rap really forms of joyful noise Just how satisfying can this modern lifestyle be When so many of us are drowning in unhappiness How I long for those old fashioned day gone by When the universe revolved around a front porch And black and white movies had fewer special FX We grew up and didn't need to move miles away And neighbors knew one another, each by a name Ball players earned respect instead of millions Just maybe living in the past wouldn't be so bad With two parent families, one paycheck budgets Sometimes I really miss those golden olden days. The Bridge To Yesterday I don't recall the first time I noticed a memory That meant something more than simply the past A small remembrance that had a life of its own That caused both a stirring and an ache inside Somehow it evoked both a real sadness and a joy While it felt odd, it somehow felt comfortable And I thought, I'm not old, so why the nostalgia Being just a youngster, I shoved it rudely aside And continued my appointed chore of growing up I was much too busy with life to notice the past. But it wasn't long before another memory visited So I took the time to examine it more closely How surprised I was that it made me feel joyful Although it had happened just the day before And so I toyed with it for just a little while Before I abandoned it as a whimsical quirk I was only four, and didn't really understand That reliving yesterday made today more special I shoved the memory aside and let it wilt away Until a playmate asked, "Do you remember when"? And as we laughed about something meaningless Somehow our past experienes became important Adding a new dimension to our young friendship Creating some unspoken bond of caring, sharing Although more than fifty years have passed And I no longer remember my playmate's name I now understand how special the moment was And while I've made many friends since then And have a lifetime of memories to recall I'll treasure the day I first felt the magic. Now as I approach these tarnished golden years Each yesterday adds spice to every tomorrow And though I long to go back for one more day The bridge to my memories is only in my heart Time may have distorted some of the details And maybe I cannot recall every person's name I wonder about those friends who were misplaced I cherish those with whom I've shared a lifetime For after more than four decades of friendship They're the treasured memories I hold most dear Neighborhood Reunion Blues From miles afar and quite close at hand Invitations were sent beckoning friends Who in their younger years shared dreams And schemes only innocence could believe With an excited apprehension many RSVP And dusted off their forgotten memories Distorted by personalized generation gaps But sadly, many chose to keep memories Locked away on a dusty shelf deep inside Thinking who we are now is more important As they gathered around and traded stories The irony provided for blushing and tears Of laughter, as each version was compared And debated with these familiar strangers In spite of the passing decades, somehow For some of us, it seemed like yesterday While for others, it seemed so foreign Addresses are swapped, e-mail and snail And promises made about keeping in touch With handshakes and hugs sealing the deal This festival of long ago forsaken youth Gave a false hope that we haven't changed From whomever it was that we all had been Those who'd been closest still felt a bond That time and distance shall never break Is that feeling inside one of friendship Simply a fear that we're growing older Or a spark of nostalgia for those past Lives that we somehow magically survived As our companions made the road bearable Friends who appear had to endure the fate Of being reminded of embarrassing deeds, as All the no-shows were raked over the coals Boy, how their ears must be burning tonight And as we salute the bonds of yesteryears We remember the love of those who are gone And treasure the gifts our parents gave us Back in those most innocent of times gone by We honor those youth that we once had been And the carefree days that seemed so sweet Recalling all the nights up in the circle Laughing and joking about ordinary things That time has somehow turned into golden Moments that we often recall quite fondly John's sacred radio that no one could touch As we traded insults and sincere friendship Those endless summers underneath carports Where we exchanged all those teenaged lies We never realized how fleeting time was How precious every single day seems now Camping out at Barry's on starlit nights How did we survive those crab apple wars Or the midnight rides on our trusty bikes Those baseball games in the vacant yard That first summer when we all were so new Bill Day was almost like a second father Offering us a bottomless glass of lemonade And Dixie loved chasing after us fellows How we missed them both when they left us Much sooner than we would have preferred And how we tormented all those girls, as They danced and pranced in Pat's basement Or took midnight swims under soft moonlight Surely we could have found something to do More worthwhile than simply spying on them But the more they protested and complained All the louder our laughter and taunting How manly we felt in our foolish deeds But how special they seem in retrospect What really made it all seem so special A precious few years was all that we had To build memories to last throughout time Before expanded horizons drifted us apart Somehow we've nurtured those daily games Unimportant slices from lives we shared Without a hint how valuable they would be But now that we've all become our parents Longing to relive even one more golden day That nothingness that we somehow created Provides a warmth that invokes a wry grin So as we come together for another visit Reliving a magic that we never did notice We chuckle at how innocent youngsters are Pondering how the years have slipped away For some odd reason we all really did care About one another in that lifetime gone by Somehow the passing years aren't so cruel The thinning gray hair and extra pounds Almost seem translucent in our minds eyes As we still we the children we once were We remember the Bear and his jug of beer And crazy Mr. T and his daring swan dive The baseball games, even hide and go seek The Thompson's parties we wanted to crash A second steamy bowl of Mil's potato soup The mysteries hidden away in that ditch And Pat and Peg's horse-sized hound dog So many relics from our growing up years Events that seemed unimportant back then Make us long for what can never be again The old gang was really a mixture of kids Whose common link was called Pembina Drive Cookie cutter houses, but original friends Who could forget all the uninvited folks Some who we welcomed, some who we ignored Like Bill Green walking on his tip toes Pat McKinney who thought he was so cool If the truth be told were all were nerds Who all lived within a sheltering embrace Provided by parents who somehow understood Most all the girls were lovely and sweet Just a bit too bossy for their own good Us guys secretly loved each and every one Most of us much too shy to ever say a word I can't believe how unfeeling we could be As we rejected some we didn't care for A few we pitied, others were just scorned And though sometimes we acted quite mean There was a certain sense of loyalty then At least among us popular chosen few As charter members of our exclusive club We all pretended as if we knew the score Although none us of really had a clue Sitting around just joking and teasing Mil's carport giving birth to friendship Bragging about everyday ordinary things That seemed important so many decades ago If we could go back would we be so oafish Listening to those hit songs on old WSAI Melodies that bring a lump to our throat Now that we're older let's admit the truth We really didn't know what was going on Not even Jerry who thought he was so cool While we acted so brave we all were sure That the others knew how confused we were Never realizing they were in the same boat Just boys and girls play acting at life Hoping to be lavished with some attention While wanting to blend into the background Silently wishing we all could run and hide. This Special Time Unlike other times I have known Here and now has special meaning Not so much for our poetry games But more because of this sharing Freely offered through our caring As if gathered round some table Enjoying coffee and flavored tea We give encouragement, affection Thirty Days After Thirty days after our peaceful facade was shattered We stand united, battered but surely not beleaguered Firm in our resolve to beat back any enemy challenge From both deep within as well as all hidden enclaves And as we struggle to reclaim our disrupted lives We have proudly discovered many truly uncommon heros Men, women, children, unwilling to suffer silently Answering the call to help one another slowly heal And though there will remain much painful scarring We shall continue to honor all the innocent victims And come together, blind to race, color, and origin Somehow the guilty must pay penance for this deed Alone, we become merely a nation of related strangers Patriotic blood coursing through our saddened hearts But together, we offer both compassion and loving care An understanding rainbow of deeply grieving neighbors Joining our spirits as one, we vow to rebuild anew Upon the collective grave sites of our fallen martyrs And though I-beams and bricks create a lonely shrine We will stand solemn watch over their sacred memories And while only thirty days have passed, it seems as if A thousand lifetimes will not soothe our nation's angst Each whispered prayer brings us closer to our healing But the ache will forever be within our burdened souls Thirty short days might as well be thirty long years The worry we carry as a country will never fade away The only tribute worthy of our missing beloved friends Is for us to come together in true loving brotherhood. The Silenced Keyboard If it were simply this stiffness that I suffered Just maybe there would be some way to ignore it Or if all I had to endure was a staggering pain I might focus inward to somehow blindly carry on But this most evil partnership that now inflicts My every waking moment seems to rob me of meaning For who is a writer if he no longer can pen words With pencil and paper nor his computer's keyboard Because like no other profession known to society A man of words does become his collected thoughts As I gaze upon these trembling fingers and hands The swollen joints and gnarled knobs haunt me so While stanzas and ideas plead for their release Too often they remain trapped deep within my id A coffee drinker, spare me your tea and sympathy I still have many ways in which to express myself Unlike victims afflicted with dreaded Alzheimer's And so as I bemoan these woes I have now collected I'll remind myself to count my assorted blessings There are still so many ways to celebrate my life So as I lash out at the shortcomings I do possess A spark of compassion weeps for those worse than I For I still use this wondrous gift of imagination While these hands may have abandoned my creativity At least I still dream, & hope, & remember the past Even in my agony I do shudder for those mentally ill Who like my late father, must live in a painful void No, it isn't wrong to regret these slings and arrows That litter and burden the pathways of my existence But can we offer understanding to stricken friends I won't suffer in silence, like my underused keyboard At least I still can hunt and peck occasional poetry So although I might be hopeless I'm not yet helpless While I do feel for those poor souls worse off than I My focus of course is upon my aches & pains & woes There are countless articles and stories left undone Which to many folk might be a blessing in disguise The world will hardly miss any of my unwritten wisdom But as these creative juices of mine go unfulfilled I can't help but feel that part of me has been lost. These Lousy Smokes Been hooked on smokes for some fifty years Started long before I was a even a teenager When all the health risks were still unknown Back then the price of a pack was a quarter And while people look at me as if I'm crazy Because I still happily puff my non-filters I've tried quitting time and time and time Again, only to return to these coffin nails Give me a break, I'm not committing a crime Don't you think I'd be smoke-free if possible You feel like a victim from second-hand smoke But can't you see that I'm a victim myself Still you see me as some sort of evil demon And raise cigarette taxes higher than a kite Which only strains my tight budget even more You might consider my habit vile and nasty I guess all your habits are clean and healthy As you sit high and mighty in judgment again What about understanding and even compassion Smoking shouldn't make me into a social outcast I let you live your life however you may wish Is it really too much for me to ask the same? Letting Go Sometimes the decisions we've made in life Will visit upon us late at night as doubts Giving us pause to ponder what might've been Especially if our actions involved others With the weight of the world wearing us down But are any of us really that important, so That our personal actions might ruin lives Doesn't one closed door open still another And doesn't a wounded heart eventually heal So all that remains is some distant memory? Maybe all those hauntings that prey upon us Are merely some sort of checks and balances Helping us to evaluate our life's course So that we'll know we have made a difference And the guilt we may feel simply our regrets For not having taken other possible pathways Living is nothing but a series of choices That must be made without benefit of rehearsal So maybe our reflections are nothing more Than wondering about that road not taken. The older we become the more we tend to ask Ourselves questions that have no answers And if we should listen a bit too closely Clouds of uncertainty gather on the horizon But life is more than simply one-act plays We need to review every page of our script Realizing we get the life that we should That there really is a reason to the rhyme At best, life is a series of adventures And each of us controls our own destiny. 24 Hours Challenge The dawning of a brand-new day Allows me to continue with my quest Twenty four hours with which to play And try to become my very, very best Live life in the moment of today Enjoying each hour to the fullest Doesn't matter if you play or pray Being creative is what's coolest Every day is much the same I have a pattern worked out I play every challenge game Poems never make me pout I meditate every single day And as I focus ever inwardly Although I don't really pray My spirit seem to be set free Every day begins with a clean slate As I try to improve upon the past No, I would rather not tempt fate I don't believe that my die is cast Every day begins with a clean slate As I try to improve upon the past No, I would rather not tempt fate I don't believe that my die is cast Explore the possibilities That a new day offers you Expand your capabilities And be proud what you do There's never enough time To do everything I'd hope But I don't really mind I do my very best to cope Talked to my friend just now I've known forty-eight years We chatted for quite a while We're shared joy and tears Just one slice of life This thing we call a day Brings joy and strife A game we have to play Something different tomorrow Have a doctors appointment Then lunch with a friend, so I'll really miss my apartment Only spent a real short time Talking with an old friend Been like a brother of mine Our personalities do blend A single day can seem so long Unless you have things to do Activity make it like a song And keeps you from being blue I wish I could slow down life So I'd have more days to live But it doesn't cause me strife I stll have a lot I can give Each day is a slice of living As tasty as a fresh-baked pie Rewarding only if we're giving As lovely as a clear blue sky Have to live a day at a time We can make to lousy or good According to our state of mind Life can be all that it should Today has been a lazy day Work has gone very slow I've felt a need to play Which made my heart glow If I can share a bit of myself And turn a frown into a smile My heart is filled with wealth And my day has been worthwhile Not eating! Heaven forbid Food choices Are my problem Dieting seems a waste of time Almost 200 pounds overweight Depriveing myself's a crime So I always clean my plate I have a routine I follow Never much changes as such In sorrow I never do gallow I enjoy life way too much Every day is a brand new gift That I share with my friends Giving them a spiritual lift One that I don't have to send Treasured Friends Ofttimes our lives consist of little more Than some unfulfilled hopes of emptiness Which somehow we never do believe enough To consider more serious than as a fantasy Now is it a matter that our dreams extend Beyond our abilities of human achievement Or simply that we feel life is but a game But as children we are permitted to believe In almost any and every single possibility And imagination becomes our best playmate Until it's decided that the time is proper To embrace the seriousness of daily strife But if instead of learning responsibility What if we were taught the joy of daydreams We might finally learn that what we possess Is really of little or no importance in life Because who we are counts much more than what And happiness has value but never has a price You're more important than any and all gifts To those whom you call both nearest and dear They'd rather have you than all of your gold In life and strife we are given so few friends Who will be truly both caring and supportive The fingers of one hand can surely count them Those who are sincerely worthy of your sharing Whose day is always brightened by your voice And whose memories all seem the same as yours Such a person is a treasure for your aged soul For they alone remember all the broken dreams And cherish you for who you are so deep inside It takes just a few such wonderful old friends To realize that dreams are made from a kinship That doesn't rely upon a common last name sake The greatest romance to fill your every dream Is the very special love of a life long friend. Long-Ago Summers Lifetimes ago when we were mere innocent children We gathered under carports or at dead end circles Sharing nightly celebrations of our carefree days All struggling with the growing pains called life Rehashing the commonplace events of summer's dream Young hearts aching with the shy echoes of romance Bewildered with those brand new, jumbled emotions That felt so warm while causing us so much agony How we wanted to reveal those deepest of feelings But were afraid of being laughed at by one and all Banded together, we observed the rules of strife Thinking that we along didn't understand the game Trying to act mature so no one would ever discover Just how awkward and foolish we felt deep inside Still we pretended we alone knew all the answers Covering up our doubts with a false sense of pride As we gathered round flexing our vivid imaginations Between our daytime games and before part time jobs That first summer was best since we were still new Before long, we discovered one another's secrets Many a time underneath that carport we shared hopes And schemes that somehow we knew wouldn't come true While we teased and taunted and laughed and joked Did we really intend to be quite as cruel as we were Or was it just a way of boosting our own frail egos So that at least we would seem cool to one another With just a few exceptions one and all were welcome There really is both strength and comfort in numbers As those younger kids grew older they were included How we wanted to bask in their empty hero worship Somehow we managed to survive all those stupid stunts We pulled in the name of companionship and daring do Most of what we did were simply harmless dumb pranks We surely couldn't let on that we were scared to death And our deeds did make for a lot of bragging later on The girls must have thought us guys were foolish oafs Though we fellows knew that they were someone special While we sat around hoping those days would never end With each passing summer our horizons somehow expanded Until all those precious days had become but memories Did every neighborhood group feel as close knit as us Or was that special something we had really special Even back then we always talked about the past, even If it was just a week ago, as if we somehow understood That our friendships would withstand the test of time Or was that just the poet inside of me thinking aloud Over four decades later we still celebrate the memories That seemed so ordinary in those summers of our dreams Those memories were special but so were those friends Many of those bonds still remain as strong as ever We still chuckle at those same old worn out stories As if we haven't heard them dozens of times before And as our bodies begin to age our hearts still sing With that youthful spirit once born upon that street Looking back now we select which memories to recall Pretending that our inner pain never really did exist And although hardly a one of us could carry a tune There was a certain harmony in every thing we tried Many of our youthful dreams have simply faded away But our golden aged affection continues to blossom And while the decades have brought lines and wrinkles Our aging eyes still see the youthful faces of before As we ignore those extra added pounds and graying hair For at least one afternoon the sands of time slow down As we celebrate the joyous bonds that bridge yesterday The memories that we share will feed our aching souls Which remind us ever so sadly that lives must change And as we go our separate ways we vow to meet again The caring we found decades ago in our shared past Springs back to life as we recall how it used to be So dearest friends of mine, remember what we once had Back there when we used to share the wonders of life For although countless days have blurred the details The essence of those joys we shared shall never fade And as we envision our youthful days from so long ago Wishing that for just one day we could be teens again Somewhere deep within we're still just boys and girls For the memories that we lived haven't changed a bit At least not within our most secret of hidden vaults While we warmly embrace our beloved grandchildren And as the decades changed we tried to stay the same Although somehow we knew that really wasn't possible Since there never has been a golden age of innocence So were we sheltered from life's harsh realities, or Were we too self-involved to notice the facts of life Luckily, we remember the good and bury all the worst Till we create a never never land that never never was While our stories somehow don't always seem to agree Deep inside we share something that never will end Anchored to the memories from our shared yesterdays Sometimes all the details might be just a bit hazy And the names we knew so very well may elude us now But that's not what has kept us friends for so long It's more than feelings that going back can provide Knowing our parents and neighbors really did care Even when we'd make their lives a living headache It's all those memories that make families strong And what makes us lovingly cling to our friends What disagreements we once had are now forgotten All that remains is that warm sharing of fondness While those growing up years were over too quickly The caring that resulted has grown ever stronger Those voices on the phone seem as young as before The laughter we share seems to somehow always heal As if in our hearts we're back there once again And while those passing years cannot be reclaimed Nothing can tarnish the friendship that remains The letters that I receive from my golden friends Are always the first I open, I read them often Every new photo that is sent goes into my album No, we'll never recapture those magic days gone by And our stories are never told the same way twice But maybe we aren't celebrating what we once had Nearly as much as what we all somehow still possess Time will change the way we look, not how we feel Which is really what makes this all so special And as much as we miss those no longer with us It's nice to embrace those who are just beginning Maybe some day they too will share the friendship That we all started so long ago on Pembina Drive. Comforting The Dying When family or friend faces their death We never know those right words to offer Comfort, sympathy, and some understanding If sincere, can there be any wrong words Offer support, simply being there soothes Celebrating their life, death has to wait Do share memories from much happier times Remind them of the reasons you love them And the many ways they have enriched you Bring them a flower, but also your heart Gift then the present of your own presence And laugh together, it'll ease their fears Know weeping together cleanses your souls And know that being there really is enough Don't hide your sorrow, show that you care Ask what's their heart's fondest of desires Try your best to make their wish come true Yes, sharing silence can truly be so golden Hug them ofen when you visit, and hold hands Help them makes plans for each new tomorrow Facing death is the saddest reality within life Assure them now they won't face death alone Smile through your sorrow to ease their fear Tell them you'll love them forever and a day Do this and much more in person or by phone Proving your affection continues to increase The smallest of gifts always give them a thrill Silliness might distract them from a reality That is constantly weighing on their thoughts Love is the best pain reliever that there can be Death Is A Doorway Death only seems truly final to us who mourn The parting of the way of those most beloved Not merely the closing of one single chapter In our existence leading us toward a forever They're still with us if we will focus inward Seeking that quiet place residing deep within Just because we don't see them doesn't count Reflect a moment and you'll know they're here Our memories are more than merely mind games But visits from those whom we do love the most Reminding us that there is real cause for hope That the agonies of humanity shall be rewarded Life is so much more than simply a waiting game But a classroom in which we neither pass or fail Where every single day brings us a new pop quiz The fabric of life is like an optical delusion While most of its lessons are hidden from view For some reason note taking is never encouraged We slowly become who we are seemingly by chance Hardly noticing all the choices that we've made Pausing when we've begun to sag a bit or gray Never realizing we are recognizable strangers One mystery that I have never quite figured out Does everyone else feel this lost and confused I have received insights in my quiet reflection Revelations or simply maybe a wishful game play Senseless if this all is just a one way voyage Where our only real baggage is purely emotional We have our countless questions with few answers But still parade our doubts as if they're gospel When most of our beliefs are basically the same All that's ever needed is compassion and concern And a few measures of kindness and brotherly love So mourn your loss of those who were the nearest Especially if they were also among your dearest As you celebrate a rebirth of their spirituality Striving For The Best Challenge The joy of friendship Warms my heart like nothing else Striving for the best In meditation I search for a better me Striving for the best Overcoming flaws Learning to be the best me Striving for the best Rewrite and revise Searching for the perfect word Striving for the best Hobbling down life's path Learning lessons as I go Striving for the best In contemplation I fine tune my inner self Striving for the best Searching for answers Borrow wisdom from others Striving for the best Some friendly insults Trying to out do my pal Striving for the best Living by myself I can set my own standards Striving for the best Friends make me better Drawing me out of my shell Striving for the best Had lunch with a friend We've been pals since forever Striving for the best Birthday in two weeks Starting to slow down a bit Striving for the best Physically worn down In spirit I'm still a boy Striving for the best As I learn lessons I try to correct my faults Striving for the best Meditation Helps me refine my spirit Striving for the best Sharing poetry Hoping to inspire or soothe Striving for the best Enjoying my life Improving spiritually Striving for the best Minor adjustments Help keep me on the right path Striving for the best Never busier Too many things to get done Striving for the best Daily challenges Of working through all this pain Striving for the best Brighten and enlighten Lofty goals we should all have Striving for the best A new beginning Which bring brand new challenges Striving for the best Our Clownish Siamese Smokey was quite a special fellow Who seemed to be a natural clown In spite of having been set afire By a very mean four year old boy While those outward scars healed There remained gentleness in him Accepting love just like a sponge Although he preferred being alone He seemed to like his cat sisters Never chased unless playing a game He loved to watch birds aflutter Rushing fast from window to window Came running when friends visited But as gentle as Smokey really was The sight of a dog made him react As if his insides were set ablaze Though he was with us a short time He endeared himself from the start Laying on his back with an odd look As if sunning himself at the beach Hated being touched near his scars But he fell in love with belly rubs Maybe because he had been set afire Sometimes he yowed as if in panic We gave him away to some older folks Who would shower him with much love Helping make up for his rough life I still smile when recalling Smokey Quietly lounging in a favorite chair As peaceful a cat as you could meet After that violence he had endured Proof of the power of forgiveness Mirjana's Poem Challenge I think it's simpler Than New Agers like to say Awareness of soul Conscience of ourselves Helps our spiritual journey Look ever inward As I ponder life Seek better understanding Strive for inner peace Being clear-headed Sobriety, wonderful Awareness is cool A soulful spirit Enriches a life all ways Journey ever inward As if cut adrift Sometimes I am not anchored Unaware of things As I grow older My appreciation blossoms Awareness of love Aware of who I am Satisfied with the results Is a good attitude Pay attention now Be conscious of other's needs And you will know peace Your inner quiet Will guide your soul ever on As you seek answers Are our memories a way For us to be conscious Of our own life history? Sometimes I daydream Not paying any attention But I'm still conscious Adrift in a sea Of random thoughts, ideas Which I don't control Love is awareness Giving or receiving it Touching of the heart Conscious of absence So happy Pineal is here again Makes our forum whole Our self awareness Is what makes us all human Joining us as one Awareness in dreams A gate way to all our pasts Detours are unmarked Aware of you all Adds to my own awareness Of life and of soul Encouragement helps Poetry needs its readers To really come alive Distractions rob us Of our true purpose in life Eye's upon the prize Focus on your self For better undestanding Knowledge is power Knowing who we are Is a real lifetime journey Of discovery See beauty in life Every person is a soul Be kind and gentle Many truths found here Help to transform my outlook Love the reminders As I awaken I'm aware of many things Now to sort them out My wakeful sleeping Can transcend mediation Truest awareness Sun Theme Challenge Brightness in my soul As I become more aware Sun took Northern path In my younger days Loved to see bathing beauties Sun took Northern path Enjoying life's warmth Under the shade of a Willow Sun took Northern path Wear cool sunglasses So my eyes don't get sunburned Sun took Northern path Sweetest warming light Scooting across friendly skies Sun took Northern path Brightness bothers eyes I always wear sunglasses Sun took Northern path Celebrate soltice Meditate on the sun's warmth Sun took Northern path Hate daylight savings I much perfer natures way Sun took Northern path Clouds filter the sun On the brightest of my days Sun took Northern path Don't forget suncreen Or you'll be cursing old Sol Sun took Northern path I treasure sunsets Changing natural beauty Sun took Northern path Nature takes its course In an orderly fashion Sun took Northern path Flowers drinking sun Beautify all of our lives Sun took Northern path Sunset or sunrise Inspiring beyond mere words Sun took Northern path I don't like sweating But I do like being warm Sun took Northern path Good days mean good moods Warm breezy and bright lifetimes Sun took Northern path You brighten my life Sweetly warming my old heart Sun took Northern path Fake tans are ugly The natural look is better Sun took Northern path It's warmth soothes and heals Both body and soul's siprit Sun took Northern path Too cold and snowy To think of going outside Sun took Northern path Freedom Theme Challenge I'll freely chose to be your friend Because I want to, rather than must Free will might not cost anything But it surely does have its price Freedom isn't as free as it seems It requires that we care for others Freedom from worry is a joy As when I was but a mere boy Freedom is only a gift If you have that choice Freedom can't be caged Just ask any parakeet Freedom is a two-way street I'm not free unless you are Peace and freedom can be joined Into the most perfect marriage Freedom rings in slience To those still shackled Unless we all can live free We will all be slaves again I am free to do as I please So I shall love all mankind Freedom is a clock of colors A patchquilt of all humanity The only freedom that counts Is really freedom of choice Freedom is a butterfly Fluttering as it wishes Freedom's just another word Except to those not yet free But it's not really free If they charge shipping Freedom of speech can be costly If folks don't like what you say Doesn't freedom need action To really be called freedom Freedom is a nice concept Only if you have freedom Open your heart wider And you'll know freedom Freedom isn't a moving target It's simply lack of controls Pathways . . . Possibilities Even though our lives sometimes seem so fleeting Since we're always looking toward our tomorrows Searching into our pasts can improve our vision We see all the forks of decision there have been Think of all the people that we might have become Instead of the us that we've grown comfortable as Success isn't achievements but actually survival Maybe "let your conscience be your guide" counts Could it be that Fate is merely some magic mirror And believing in yourself is the ultimate prize There have been many roads that I could've taken And several that I have lived to regret missing But in the long run does any of that matter a wit Since I've overcome the worst of tragedies, while Celebrating more than my fair share of happiness What if we are mere puppets on a madman's string I wonder if what we gather in wealth and riches Measures up against who we collect as our friends Possessions rarely have any honest lasting value While our truest friends share our love forever And as my twilights seem to grow ever more bright I seek answers of who I was, of who I shall become Soon this vessel that ages and aches and decays Will bid farewell to the essence of who I really am As I find answers which lead to better questions I wonder if my soul experiences both sorrow and joy Or if it is merely some sort of cosmic tape recorder Without an emotional fiber to its spiritual being I've become so accustomed to being who I have been I sometimes fear not reaching my truest potential. Blessed Be Blessed be the children who remember Lives that they could never have known Etched softly upon their velvet souls Telling of times history has forgotten Visiting who they had once before been Speaking of people and places unknown To them and Ofttimes to their parents Who must unravel the hidden mysteries Held captive in the youngster's heart Offering stories from some yesteryear Blessed be those who seem brand new Maybe their souls have journeyed long From ancient times and an olden vista Borrowing wisdom from our watching God They understand mysteries we can't see Just possibly the fantasies they dream Are memories from some forgotten realm Teaching lessons much older than time So listen to your babbling youngsters Speaking of events lost to any history Blessed be the parent who listen wisely Trusting the love of eras long passed Helping their children's souls recall Traumas and pains of past life voyages Embracing warmly this returning child Share the memories of some yesterlife Healing the anguished hurt from before Freeing them from their sorrow's prison Welcoming home a cherished one's soul Completing your cycle of family caring. Miracles Miracles aren't only heaven sent But still can boost the soul's spirit A cooing smile from a dear infant A giggle from a shy three year old Comforting words from a friend The constant love from a parent A fond embrace from your mate A Sunday home-cooked supper A picnic on a warm Spring day Fresh fallen snow Christmas Eve A handshake from your neighbor Quiet calm at the end of the day Earth bound miracles every one. Journeys The passion trapped within my inner self Confuses and often confounds my psyches As if somehow they had their own lives But as I merrily visit jointed memories I wonder if this is a three-ring circus And I'm nothing more than the class clown A butcher, a baker, a candle stick maker Ordinary people, all living muddled dreams Each famous in their own humdrum sameness Heros in their loneliness and blandness Proving that fame is fleeting at its best Since who I once was has been lost in time I'm Terminal, Not Dead I know it's a touchy, scary topic, but Please don't bury me while I'm living The doctors told me, so don't whisper And while I'm not thrilled, don't fret I believe in reincarnation, I'll return But hey, I've still got some living now We can talk about death, but also life I'm the same person I have always been On my good days, help me celebrate more On bad days, try to make me laugh a bit Don't blame God, science, or lady luck The reasons why aren't very important Don't tell me why you'll miss me later Remind me why we've been caring friends Tell me a favorite memory that we share Then I'll tell you one I treasure most Don't worry about saying something wrong It'd be much worse if you said nothing We'll still be friends once I've gone You just won't see my shadow any longer No, I'm not in any hurry to exit my life In review, I've been blessed with so much Since success isn't measured by a fortune Nor fame, no, nor any material playthings I'll tell you a secret I've just learned What is truly important is what's inside Live with peace, plus real brotherly love If you've been a friend, they'll remember But the best secret of all, when you are Thinking of me, I'll be remembering you. Life's Ecstasy Challenge Whatever you do Enjoy every moment Ecstasy of life Completing a poem That speaks to everyone's heart Ecstasy of life Internet forums Friendships frozen into time Ecstasy of life Playing Canasta I win more games than I lose Ecstasy of life A life well lived Wonderful experience Ecstasy of life Caring and sharing The essence of real friendship Ecstasy of life A quiet moment Shared with your very best friend Ecstasy of life Dreaming peacefully Of past lives and future hopes Ecstasy of life Breakfast with a friend Chatting about everyday things Ecstasy of life Writing story poems About the pets that I've loved Ecstasy of life Toddler telling tales Listening but not laughing Ecstasy of life Watching old TV Shows I've enjoyed in the past Ecstasy of life Simply waking up From a nap is joy itself Ecstasy of life Renewed and refreshed Our Haiku King has returned Ecstasy of life Coming together With affection and respect Ecstasy of life Would be easier If you were all homebodies Ecstasy of life Longer story poems A new challenge from Pineal Ecstasy of life The richness of love Makes every day so special Ecstasy of life New writing projects Help keep me fresh and renewed Ecstasy of life Focusing forward Gives purpose to every day Ecstasy of life Friendships enrich me In ways I may never know Ecstasy of life Silence is a gift Listen to your inner self Ecstasy of life Waking up each morn With new challenges to face Ecstasy of life Life is so fleeting We're here, gone, and here again Ecstasy of life Without life's purpose Reincarnation, a sham Ecstasy of life Enjoying each day Makes each lifetime precious Ecstasy of life Talking to my friend Losing self in happiness Ecstasy of life Comfort in sameness Life after life after life Ecstasy of life Poets inspiring Each other to perfection Ecstasy of life January Theme Challenge A new year in the offing Blustery winds, bitter cold Will have us all coughing Twelve brand new empty pages To see us through the months Writing our history of the ages Look forward with new dreams Making plans of better days Challenges with special themes A time for new hopes and wishes Rememebering those near and dear The season for renewing dreams Erasing the old year Starting new again Dreams and schemes A time for slumbering rest Nature conserves energy Healing our old wounds A warm winter so far Enjoy January no matter Blizzards look peaceful Apartment is like an oven Have to keep a window open The curse of a mild winter I forgot about rhyming Winter froze my brain? Maybe it was bad timing Hope Pineal's New Year is brighter Has too much class not to succeed May all your worries become lighter A new year, new changes Offer challenging hope Keep your spirits high Brr, my feet are so icy Although winter's mild Blanket warms then nicely Winter's wonderland Blanket of snow, frosty panes Isn't life grand? Brand new schemes Try to fill each page With peaceful dreams Looking ahead eagerly Begin making new memories To remember much later Hoops season heating up now Games are only on cable TV Which I don't have . . . foul Twins born in different years Made an interesting news story Parents must have joyful tears Instead of Happy New Years Maybe we should say Hopeful That we don't shed many tears No need for snow shovels Umbrellas at the ready Oddly mild, and wet too Holidays are finally over Now to recall the good times Affection of my friends You've jumped the gun Mirjana One more day for challenge Sure the next one will be great Now it's time to turn that page Thanks for a great challenge Dear Mirjana, our sweet sage Resolutions Challenge As this year closes I wonder how to improve What all needs to change I'll try to be flexible I tend to be too rigid Minor adjustments Will assure that I'm better Than I am today Tucking in that foolish pride Trimming away vain glory I'm much too lazy Spending too much time online Should be more active I vow to move about more Walking room-to-room more often Stop ordering in Pizza and hoagy platters Not on my diet Way too many calories And oh much too expensive Action must be my goal Have to finish editing Majic's manuscript So I can start a new job And he can hire a printer Must focus on love For both my friends and the world Sharing more of me Stop hiding behind shyness And be more open to all As perfect as I am I must fight false modesty Acknowledge my skills I'll help others to improve Sharing my meager talents I'll share my talent Offering to edit more Keeping my fees low So much books can be read Providing insights to all I'll inspire Majic To write some more limericks Not sure what to do But that's never stopped me yet He started challenge, must end I'll nurture my friends Helping them to be the best In spirit and self We're all one big neighborhood Embracing with truest love I'll strive for more peace Sharing my calm with the world Offering much love Hopefully my example Will inspire true peace on earth Live each day calmly But with a sense of surprise Enjoying what comes Ignoring expectations Savoring delightful schemes I'll find time for me So I'm healthy and happy Relaxing more now So I don't overdo things And keep going for years more Must keep losing weight So I don't hurt quite so much I've lost twenty pounds I'll never be slim and trim Wouldn't have such aches and pains Twenty pounds, good start But I have much more to lose I'll never be trim But I want to be healthy So I can keep writing poems Wish I was as sure As you are that I'll succeed Overweight always But I know it can be done It'll take a miracle I'm on a diet With you helping I'll succeed Friends are supportive I'll reduce for all of us So our team can carry on I will be patient Which has never been easy Hurry up, will you I don't have all day you know Though I have nothing else planned My Journey I've had a lifetime of adventures Enough to fill pages of memories Upon the bookshelves of my mind And while those days are now past I revisit them during quiet times It's not their excitement I crave But rather the warmth of knowing Those small, everyday happenings Someone else might think them dull But each and every one is precious Locked safely away within my heart That boy I once used to have been Is more than a distant yesterday He lives inside me, laughing now Blushing about his very first kiss Remembering walking in pouring rain I'm not escaping from today's life As I relish every bright tomorrow No, I don't pine away this future I merely spice it with old dreams Playing games with the boy inside Reminding me how blessed I've been As I plan for more exciting schemes Walking hand-in-hand with who I was Nature Haiku Challenge Butterflies winging Airbourne jewels Brighten landscapes Lightening bugs Flickering off and on Dancing in the night Four-leaf clovers Supposedly are good luck Folklore at the best Frosty the Snowman Wonder what he's thinking Notice that smirk? The breeze in the trees Seem like nature is laughing Are we that funny? Warm in November A pleasent surprise Enjoy it while it lasts Indian summer lingers Very late this year Oh, it feels so nice Friendly stray cats Come visit me often Love to cuddle, meow Watching the sunset Beautiful on winter's eve Wish it were warming Cold front approaching Falling temperatures and snow Brrrrrrrrr Ants always intrigued me Working as a team Breadcrums on parade I've always love honeysuckle Remember to from my boyhood Sweet aroma of a lifetime I used to enjoy winters Shoveling those sidewalks Novelty wore off quickly Decorating evergreens Beautfying landscapes Blizzard forecasted Stars shining overhead The vastness of life Listen to the quiet